11.25.2009

love is... the soundtrack of my life



so. it seems like; the recent days of my life have changed dramatically... to win and to lose seem to be the same thing at the moment. and although i have soooo much to say; i cant seem to put it into words and express them.
my friends think im being distant
my mom thinks im overly depressed
yet you and i know its more than depression....
its sadness, its anger, its optimisim, and disappointment...

the only things that seem to help me as always; are music and images;
someday someone can appreciate these things with me.. i hope his name is scottie (aka kid cudi)

the Script-break even







One Republic- Apologize





i will forget you...

as you will me..- coco chanel


11.15.2009

with new obsession comes... inspiration



sooo. im sure you can now realize my current obsession is with


The Gaga Monster


not only because of her creative genius mindset; but her love of fashion intrigues me.

I luv people whom luv fashion; as an artform ( not just love of fancy clothes) .




I truly believe the fame monster has opened up many artists and designers creative treasurechests and inspired...



sunday fashion smashion

Daria. . . always unbelievable. . .
Epitome of "Super Model"




the school girls knee boots. . .



Rih Rih... shes back. and blonde?


11.08.2009

in disguise... but not really hiden







i surrender.....




today; in so little words; i began my.... journey as you will, to surrender myself... i give up the power or the thought that i had the power in the first place. I give up the draining energy drivers that I have continued to let dictate my life for this year. I can only put in words these things for this time. because after today; i will push myself not to speak of those who which add to these factors. i am.. thou art... thou art... i am...



face to face with that which has no beginning and no end...



of course it wouldnt be a post without some images to back up my current mood; mindset; likeness..

enjoy and goodnite blogger;